Evangeline Sablier is not broken, but please (handlewithcare) wrote in rooms,
Re: Evie S/Graham R
So, I asked my other friend Jack if I could stay with him, I haven't heard back yet - but I thought a few options wouldn't be bad just in case things get weird, or I don't know. I just, it felt important to try and do something for myself too.
But I did talk to my best friend, and she thought that it was important that I think about what you said, seriously. Instead of thinking about all these terrible thoughts that I'm really good at. So I just wanted you to know that I'm giving it thought, I'm not brushing things off. I just [...] want to make sure that I'm being responsible about things too.
And that's hard when your mind is jumping all over sometimes. So, are you sure your cousin doesn't mind? And how long do you think I'd be able to stay? I want to make sure that's clear before I make another move. And I want to make sure I can afford it without feeling like its charity, I need to feel like I'm contributing, even if its just a little bit. I know this is a lot of words, and I know I am probably overthinking things, but those ducks are crafty little shits.