She didn't know what to say. She didn't know what could make any of this any better, but she needed him to know she didn't have control of herself when any of those things happened. She needed him to know that she was fighting it all the way, and she had even managed past it for a few seconds when she came in on the two of them fighting. She had gone straight to Teddy to make sure he was alright before even seeing... him. She couldn't even think his name at the moment. He could have ruined everything between her and Teddy.
She wanted to go to him, but she wasn't sure if he'd allow her near him, and that rejection would hurt more than she wanted to think about. "I tried to fight, Teddy" Her words almost bringing back the tears. "I didn't want to hurt you, but I couldn't move my own body, something else was..." She couldn't even explain how it felt, but she hoped he understood that.