"Do you want the truth? Do you really want the truth?" He took the hat off and threw it across the garage. "I love Leah. I love her Bella. I loved you, yeah. But it'll always be him. I'm so tired of being second place, with you, with her..." He was having a hard time keeping his anger balled up. If he wasn't careful he's shift and have to order new coveralls. Feeling the lick of flames in his stomach he turned to face the cart and slammed his fist into the side of it. The cart lifted precariously on one side of the lift before it landed with a crunch back onto the lift.
"I want a choice, cant I have something for me for once? Is it so horrible that I want something for me? That I don't want some kid coming in here and ruining a good thing?" It went against what was natural of course. But was he supposed to wait forever for Renesmee? She was just a kid for gods sake!
"Bella either you've got to leave or I have to. I can't talk to you like this, and it's just a really bad idea for you to be near me right now." He was half afraid something she might say might hit the wrong thing and he wouldn't be able to hold down the wolf. He did have great control but he could feel the beast screaming to be free.