Bella Marie Swan (breakable_bella) wrote in ridgewayresort, @ 2010-07-02 14:45:00 |
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Entry tags: | alice cullen, bella swan |
WHO: Bella and Alice
WHEN: Early evening, just as the New Moon end credits are rolling
WHERE: Room B, Cabin 004
WHAT: Bella and Alice have finally given in and watched Twilight and New Moon.
RATING: TBD
STATUS: Incomplete
Bella sat on her bed, looking, stunned, at the television screen. That had been one of the most surreal things that had ever happened to her. How did these people know her life? Or was she really alive? If she was someone's fantastical creation, did she even have a life? She shuddered, shutting her eyes. She was very glad Alice was here with her. She didn't think she'd still be sane if she'd watched the films alone. Some little things had been different in real life, but for the most part, the films were accurate.
"This is so... not right," she said softly, pulling her knees up to her chest and burying her head between the peaks. She wanted Edward more than ever after watching New Moon. To see those months of her agony laid out in film had bought the feelings all flooding back. This time, although it was no one's choice to be separated, it still hurt a lot to be away from him. Only a few weeks ago, she had thought Edward didn't love her; that she'd have to live out her days alone, always trying to patch up the hole he'd left in her heart. It had been like a flood of overwhelming relief when he'd said he'd only left to protect her; that he did still love her. It was like, suddening, the spotlight on the world that had been turned off when he'd left had flickered back into life. It wasn't fair that she'd lost him again so soon.
Taking a deep breath, Bella peered out from behind her knees to where Alice was sitting. She wanted to hear what Alice thought. She was used to seeing things, but this surely had to be unnerving for her too?