Who: Leah and Jake When: BACKDATED Wed. Morning Where: Jake's Room What: Lust is over.. and Leah's fears are back. Rating: TBD Status: Incomplete
Neither one of them had woken at the earthquake that rumbled through the valley as Petersen had taken Kaelyn's powers. The only thing Leah stirred at were dreams suddenly turning from her desires for Jake, and the fact she actually wanted him to be the one she depended on, and the one she went to if she needed someone, better known to others as a boyfriend, but Leah definitely didn't like that word. She didn't like that word even when she was letting him be that for her. Her inhibitions of the actions had vanished over the past two weeks and they had spent almost the entire time in one another's bed. Her dreams became nightmares as she saw Jake leaving her for someone else, no matter if it was for the imprint or not. She saw Jake looking at her like she didn't even deserve to be near him, and she hated it. She saw him breaking her heart, and she couldn't go through that again. If it hadn't been for the past two weeks, she would be fine. She would have been a bit rigid around him, but at least her heart would be intact.
She woke up with a start and immediately sat up, remember all that had happened in the last two weeks, but with her old fears attached to them now. That wasn't the worst part about what had happened. Now, she knew what she wanted. She had no doubt in her mind that she wanted exactly what they had had those weeks, but she was scared. She was afraid her dreams would come true, that he would break her heart in one way or another. She felt his arms around her and turned to see his face, the scowl there clearly showing the fears that had come back, and pulled away from him and almost out of the bed, but only to the far corner of it, not facing him. She didn't know what to do. She wanted to stay, but she wasn't sure if she should.