This was a biggie as she was screaming and squeezing Rachel's hand and just trying to get through it and everything. This time she had to close her eyes. "DEAR GOD, JUST GET THIS OUT OF ME!" She screamed. "Julie come on you are doing awesome. Just keep going alright, keep breathing." Rachel said as she was helping Julie.
Julie felt like she wanted to squeeze something and squeeze something hard. She didn't mean to say what she was saying it just slipped out of her mouth. Then it stopped after a few moments. "I'm so sorry for screaming like that by the way, I don't know what came over me there."