"Sometimes you just have to push yourself towards it." Getting up out of the chair was a little more awkward than sitting down in it had been. And she very nearly tipped out of it before she managed. "You know what helped me, a lot... Talking to Tony about what was troubling me. I know that's harder to do with Marian right now. But..." She shrugged. There were things she found easier to talk about with Tony than she did anyone else. Even Cas.
Collecting the tray she settled one edge against the top of her bump. "Well... You haven't met up with something like this before. Not that anything really prepares you for it." She confessed. Even knowing that one or both had to die... She shook her head. Not wanting to step down that path.