Anna wasn't the one to make judgments on whose problems were worse. She didn't judge people who weren't handling their situations well. But it seemed like almost everyone wanted to judge her for what she was going through, herself included. She wasn't ready to accept that she was allowed to feel the way she was feeling, which just added to her guilt. And it didn't help that most of the people here tried to make her feel guilty for the way she was and wasn't dealing with things.
"Eventually is too long." Anna sighed. "It's just hard to be patient when everything is already hard. I don't want to be this way anymore. I'm tired of upsetting everyone." She didn't want everyone to keep being mad at her or because of her. It just added to the guilt.