Who: Sirius and Tonks Where: In front of Cabin 019 When: Saturday afternoon What: Sirius has no clue how to handle his children Status/Rating: Completish/ Middle for language
Sirius stared at the two screaming children. He did not know what to do. He had tried everything for the past two hours and they would not stop screaming. Maybe they could feel that their mother was not here anymore. Maybe they knew that despite all his efforts he was not able to feel like he had felt when he had been at Ridgeway for the first time. He looked at Nicolas and Gen and felt nothing. They started to scream and he would mechanically do his job. He wished that it would go away soon. Hell, he had loved his godson so much, why wasn’t he able to love his own children?
Unmoving, Sirius sat there and listened. He hated himself for not doing anything. He wanted to but he couldn’t.