Who: Sam Winchester & Ruby What: Sad!Sam is avoidy Where: By the lake Rating: TBD Status: In progress
After reading the arguing going on between Ruby and Cas, Sam just felt tired. He didn't want to see anyone, didn't want to talk to anyone. He could see Cas's point, of course, but the former angel didn't seem to understand that Sam needed the connection he had with Ruby. And Ruby didn't seem to want to try and get to know Dean and Cas and Jo, become more of a part of his family like they were. He hated feeling like he was being torn in two different directions, but a part of him recognized the feeling - it was familiar, and something he'd felt a big chunk of his life. He'd been used by both heaven and hell, and now that he wanted both in his life, neither would accept the other.
So he turned off his PDA and went for a walk, not caring where he was going. When he finally stopped, he stood by the lake and just stared out at the still water, wishing his emotions and life could be just as calm as the clear surface. All he wanted was peace, but no one seemed to want to give him any.
Things had been easier, when he hadn't had his soul.