Castiel (strappedonwings) wrote in ridgewayresort, @ 2011-03-31 18:49:00 |
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Entry tags: | castiel, dean winchester, jo harvelle |
Who: Jo Harvelle, Dean Winchester and Cas
What: A very important question
Where: The public garden
When: Thursday afternoon
Warnings: Not likely
Cas paced. His hand were deep in his pockets. In some ways a great deal hung on the outcome of the coming discussion, in some ways nothing hung on it. He was in no doubt he had nothing to lose. Logically. It didn't stop his heart thumping in his chest. So much was going on. Dean was distracted, and rightly so. Jo was still battling her addiction, and he was proud of how amazingly she was doing but it was still costing her. He wanted to spare her. He could only support her but it was something. He hoped it was enough.
He had been wanting to ask the question for weeks, many weeks, but things never settled, the right moment hadn't come. The fights with Anna, the battle for Sam, concussion, Dean's crisis of faith, and, just as he say a bit if light in the tunnel, another brother in need turned up. And Cas didn't begrudge any of them a scrap. He just wanted his lovers', his loves, easy attention for a day.
In the end he had to give up waiting for the moment and just take his own.
He kept pacing.