Jeremy had no idea how much she wanted to act like her old self. But she was too scared to lose control, because that was something she was just so good at. It was one of the few things she was really good at. Damon had called her life pathetic, and it turned out...her afterlife was even worse.
"Yeah." She stepped back, reaching out to pull the door open a little more. When he kissed her back, Vicki had been hoping that it meant everything would be okay again, they'd be together and happy and they could just be. But his rejection made her rethink that, and she hated knowing that she wasn't good enough for him.