„Yeah, you bloody well should have known that I didn’t thing further than that!“ Sirius bellowed. “You girls are always so keen on pointing out the mistakes I make. Why couldn’t you tell me about this one? One that really matters. What if we both disappear? Huh? The child would grow up with none of…” …his parents. But somehow that was still a weird thing to say. “… us. Do you want that? Do you never want to see it again? And worse do you want to forget about it? I'm all for taking risks, Dom, but this is huge. Too huge.” If he was honest, he would have done it... in a blink of an eye if he really wanted a child so badly. But to spend a year without sleep was not something he considered wonderful. Why hadn't he thought about this before? He bloody well deserved to be screamed at. Not that it kept him from shouting back though. Why did he never think things through? All he had known was that he couldn't have one and he hated to know that he could not have something and he had been so focused how life could be in twelve years that he had forgotten about the eleven before.
His voice grew calmer when he continued. Not because he was not angry anymore but rather because the thought just scared him. He was not ready for something like that! “Well, I guess we’ll just see, okay?” It wasn’t a question and it was nothing he wanted to talk about. Sirius just wanted everything to be back to normal.