Cas knew that feeling, let her drink. If she didn't wanna think about that he wasn't going to force her or even stop her obliterating those memories the best way she could find. Later he would share with her the contents of her bag.
Now she was naked her led her to the shower, eased her under the water, propping her against the tiles as he quickly undressed and joined her under the stream. He tipped her head back and let the water wash over her hair.
He was buying himself time to answer that question. It wasn't the first time he had been asked. It was the first time he cared overly much what the person he was telling felt. She deserved the truth. He lowered his head. "I... it's all I have to give," he said softly.