"Unhhh," Teddy managed, pushing himself up onto his elbows. A last crackle of static jumped between his earrings as he blinked up at Billy, still dazed. "Wh-" And then, catching himself mid-word, he realized what he had done. For the guy who promised himself he wouldn't push any boundaries, he sure had failed miserably. "I'm so sorry, Billy, god..." His head was spinning and he had to let himself collapse back to the floor, closing his eyes against the hot rush of embarrassment and disappointment, but managing to squeeze Billy's hand reassuringly.