Yeah, me too. At least you'll someday get to go back though. So there's always that.
[Castiel] I'm sorry. I... actually, I don't have much else I can really say to that besides you shouldn't have found out that way. It's not right.
The people I considered my family didn't win. They still wound up sucked into a Hell dimension, even after I spent my last few minutes warning them it was coming. There's nothing quite like finding out your sacrifice was pretty much pointless.