You threatened it, Laura. But I forgave you that. You can't forgive me my mistake, though it was done with nothing but good intention, and it is not something I culd do again, nor would I want to. And as you just said, by the same token, I have said time and again I would not do it. So, by your logic, I must believe your word but you don't need to believe mine?
You said it seemed you are the only one who wanted him as he is. Or words to that effect.