Alright. I don't know if you'll get this, or if you'll even bother listening if you do...but I can't really just let everything go unsaid like this. You might not want to listen, but I guess that really doesn't matter. It's all getting said here anyways.
You have to be one of the strangest and most infuriating men I've ever known. You tend to bring out the best and very worst in me and honestly...I love you for it.
You're not a pet. Or a monster. Or whatever other negative thing you consider yourself. You may argue and bring up the past time and time again, but you're not the same as you were back then. You're a lot better than that. I'm sorry that I made you feel otherwise. I'm sorry I was stupid enough to let my paranoia about a stupid broken Dalek cloud my feelings about you. I should've trusted you. I always have and more than likely always will...I don't know what made this time different.
I guess I just wanted to say that I'm sorry and I love you. Please, be safe out there. Where ever you are.