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Tweak says, "kon kon"

Susan Constance Bones (susieb) wrote in resurrectio_rpg,
@ 2008-04-19 18:09:00

Who: Justin and Susan
Where: The Infirmary
When: Saturday early afternoon
What: Susan just need to see Justin and pretend like everything is normal, if just for one moment.
Status: In Progress.
Rating: PG for now.'

Susan's past few weeks had been rough. Ever since she got back to Hogwarts, it was one crises after another. This was not how her last year was supposed to be like. The war was over, her side had won. Everyone was supposed to happy and the last year was supposed to be quiet as far as drama was concerned. Her niave little dream came crashing down on her as soon as she stepped foot into the Hogwarts walls. All of this had led up Zach's journal entry yesterday and how he had luckily been stopped by Justin, her and everyone else who commented, from doing something really stupid. THIS was why she hated the harsh atmosphere surrounding Zach. Because things like this happened! Susan hoped that maybe now Ernie, Theodore and everyone else would understand.

Today Zach was gone to spend the weekend with Mr. Macmillan so Susan decided to go see Justin in the infirmary. She desperately needed to see him and cuddle with him. She needed to hear from him that everyone would be alright. Susan made her way right after an early lunch to the infirmary. She brought some food for Justin with her and after getting the okay from Poppy, made her way to Justin's bed. "Hey Justin. I hope you don't mind the company." She murmured as she sat down on the side of the bed.

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goldfinch
2008-04-19 10:29 pm UTC (link)

Justin hadn't felt much like moving once he'd said goodbye to Zach for the weekend, and Madame had been nice enough to let him stay in his bed with the curtains drawn around it. Ever since he and Zach had come down from the tower, he'd felt numb inside, actual feelings trickling through only every so often. Zach had nearly died. He'd nearly killed himself. He'd nearly disappeared forever. Justin was ready to curl into a ball and try to fight of the tears that would come eventually, when Susan sat on the edge of his bed. He rolled over to face her, managing a small smile. "Hey, Susie," he mumbled, opening his arms to her and making grabby hands in her direction. She couldn't just sit there, he needed a hug, damn it. And he couldn't imagine she was feeling any better about this whole mess.

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susieb
2008-04-19 10:45 pm UTC (link)

Susan had nearly lost her best mate and she had Justin to thank from saving Zach from doing something so unbelievably stupid. She couldn't thank him enough. Susan had already cried so much the past few days, last night she had cried the hardest she had cried in years. Now all she had was Justin and Sally-Anne to help her feel normal and calm her down.

Right now though she needed Justin. She needed to feel his arms around her and him telling her it would be okay. So when he opened his arms for her she didn't needed telling twice. She got under the covers and snuggled into Justin's arms. "Justin!!" Was all she could say as tears started falling down her face, a muffled sob threatening to come up at any moment.

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goldfinch
2008-04-19 10:54 pm UTC (link)

Oh god, no more crying, please no more crying. Justin closed his eyes and pressed his face into Susan's neck, holding her tightly. "Shhhhh," he whispered softly, stroking her hair and rubbing her back as soothingly as he could. "Don't cry, Susie. Please don't cry. Everything's okay now, it's fine, I promise. Zach's alright, and he's going to stay with Mister Macmillan, and everything'll be better soon, okay? Please don't cry..."

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susieb
2008-04-19 11:01 pm UTC (link)

Susan couldn't help it, the crying. She had held it in for weeks but now the past few weeks all she did was cry. Feeling Justin's face pressed against her neck and his soothing words really helped calm her down. She cuddled even more into his arms, holding onto him tightly, as if he was her life vest saving her from drowning.

"I want things to be okay. I want Zach to be okay. I want people to be nice to him. I want everything to be how it used to be. I almost lost him!! We almost lost him forever. I have never ever been so scared or cried so much since my Aunt died." She confessed to Justin, tears streaming down her face. "I just can't lose him. I need him. I love him so much and he can never do that again."

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goldfinch
2008-04-21 02:25 pm UTC (link)

"Me too," Justin whispered, pulling back enough to gently wipe her tears away with his thumbs. "But he's okay now, you know? He's with Mister MacMillan now, and when he gets back, he'll be with us. We'll take care of him. We won't let anything else happen. Everything'll work out eventually, I promise." He tugged her back into another tight hug, running his fingers through her hair. It always helped him to have someone pet his hair when he was upset, so maybe it would help Susie too.

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susieb
2008-04-21 02:54 pm UTC (link)

Susan whimpered and cried softly as Justin gently wiped her tears away. She bit her lip as he looked at her, making her look more sad and pathetic than she already was.

Susan wanted to believe what Justin was saying, she wanted to believe Zach was all okay now. That everything will work out now. "I want him to be okay. I want him to be better. I just feel like I keep wishing and hoping and things keep falling apart." She confessed to him, being honest about her opinion. It was then that Justin pulled her back into another tight hug. She clung back onto him, burying her head into the crock of his neck. Susan then let out a soft sigh as she felt Justin's fingers threw her hair. "That..that feels nice." she murmured, feeling a little bit more relaxed now.

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goldfinch
2008-04-21 07:29 pm UTC (link)

"We'll take care of him," Justin repeated softly, still stroking Susan's hair softly. "He'll be okay. He has to." He had to be okay. And he had to get Susie's mind off of this. "I kissed him," he blurted before he could stop himself. Oh bugger. ...Well, at least he could talk to someone about it now. "When he made captain. We went and got pissed and I kissed him. ...I don't remember it, really. But Zach said it was good, even though we were both smashed and it was, you know... my first kiss."

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susieb
2008-04-22 12:59 am UTC (link)

Justin stroking her hair was doing a good job at calming her down, so her crying turned to whimpers and slowly stopped all together. She just nodded at his comment that they would take care of Zach.

Susan then was taken for a loop when Justin quickly changed subjects. At Justin's revelation her eyes widened and her mouth opened up. "YOU..KISSED ZACH?! I knew it! I knew it!!" she blurted out, a grin coming to her face. She then had an 'aww' face when he told her it was his first kiss. "Awww, really?! Your first kiss? That is cute. I have never had a first kiss yet." she confessed to Justin and pouted. "Who would want to kiss me?"

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	goldfinch 2008-04-22 01:40 am UTC (link)
	Justin blushed, ducking his head slightly. God, he shouldn't have said anything. "You can't tell anyone, Susie," he instructed quietly. "It was just, you know, a kiss. I was drunk. We were drunk. That was it." He paused, running his fingers once through Susan's hair. "...C'mon, who wouldn't want to kiss you? You're wicked cool, you know that?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

susieb
2008-04-22 01:48 am UTC (link)

Susan grinned widely and ruffled Justin's hair. Oh this was doing a wonderful job at cheering her up! "I promise I won't. I swear! Have I ever broken a promise?" She asked him, smirk still on her face. "Just a kiss? Did you like it? I knew you two liked each other! I knew it!!" She squealed, happy that she had predicted correctly. Woman's intuition never lies!

She then pouted and huffed, "Apparently all of the male population of Hogwarts! I will be the 90 year old, living alone with all the cats. Not even a kiss! No date. No nothing."

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goldfinch
2008-04-22 01:59 am UTC (link)

"Of course we like each other, we're friends," Justin replied, furrowing his brow in confusion. "And I don't know if I liked it, I barely remember it, I was so pissed." Susan was being weird. Although maybe it had something to do with her thinking that no bloke at Hogwarts could like her, which was just silly.

"Don't be ridiculous, you won't be an old cat lady. Look, if no one kisses you by the time we leave school... I'll kiss you. How's that?"

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susieb
2008-04-22 08:10 pm UTC (link)

All Susan could do was giggle as Justin said that Zach and him were just friends. "Sure you are just friends." she murmured in a sing song voice, a huge grin on her face, making her look much happier. Susan then smirked, "How much did you two drink?" Susan thought it was funny how both of them had no clue that they had feelings for one another. Was it that hard for them to see?

"I don't my first kiss to be a sympathy kiss just because you feel bad for me. I want it to be with someone I love. Something romantic like in the romance novels I read."

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