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Severus Snape ([info]professor_snape) wrote in [info]resurrectio_rpg,
@ 2009-05-15 11:29:00

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Who: Millicent Bulstrode and Severus Snape
What: Practicing against Veritaserum
When: Backdated to some evening this past week (before she's tested, obviously)
Where: Millicent's Flat
Rating/Status: Low/Incomplete


"Cuddly" was never a word anyone would have used to describe him during his tenure as Head of Slytherin. Severus Snape didn't do "cuddly." Even when he did ... he still didn't. Oh, he had comforted the occasional homesick first year -- held them and rocked them, stroked their hair, whispered that he would take care of them and that everything would be all right, and carried them to bed once they had finally drifted off to sleep. None of his little snakes had ever spoken of such things after the fact, however, because Severus Snape didn't do "cuddly." Everyone knew that; they accepted that fact as an axiom. And even if anyone had said, no one outside of Slytherin House would have believed them.

So even after he had put his arm round her shoulders to lead her out of Knockturn Alley, he doubted Millicent Bulstrode would have described the encounter as "cuddly," despite the way she had clung to him and his robes. Because Severus Snape didn't do "cuddly." "Comforting," perhaps. Even "desperately needed." But "cuddly?" Not on your life. As Head of House, he had provided for his students' needs, certainly, not their wants (and the occasional cuddle certainly qualified as a need, even if it would not be thought of, or spoken of, as "cuddly"). Their wants were solely up to them to sort out, being Slytherins and all, and he, of course, encouraged them to use whatever means necessary.

Tonight, however, those lines appeared to have blurred somewhat. Millicent was no longer his student, and though he was certain she needed a job, she obviously wanted to keep the one she had. What she did not need, however, was to be persecuted if the fact that she was a Parselmouth became common knowledge. Yes, Lord Voldemort could talk to snakes, but so could the bloody savior of the wizarding world, and Potter hadn't been evil. An unmitigated pain in the arse, no doubt, but hardly evil. While Millicent had also displayed a certain level of ... difficulty ... herself in school, neither was she evil, and she deserved the chance to prove herself as much as Potter or anyone had.

That was why Severus was here, a vial of Veritaserum and sea salt treated sprigs of peppermint in tow. He would do his level best to see to it that she received that chance, Ministry regulations regarding the use of Veritaserum be damned. When he arrived at the block of flats, he fished the slip of paper from his pocket on which Millicent had written her address to verify the number. Only a few minutes more and he had located the flat in question: second floor, back corner, overlooking a play park. Not a bad view, all things considered, though he didn't expect Millicent spent a great deal of time out of doors, watching the children on the swings. Tucking the slip of paper back into his pocket with his left hand, Severus raised his right to rap soundly on her door.


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[info]unresisting
2009-05-15 08:20 pm UTC (link)
Millicent worried the entire time, her stomach twisted in both hunger and nervousness. It seemed there was evidence all over the place that she didn't care very much for herself. While one could look around and see the place was clean and smell nice, all of her cabinets full of food and so was her fridge, but none of it seemed to have been touched.

It was odd to have nothing empty or even opened. That fact didn't cross her mind as it was ritual now for her to just buy, check the expiration and throw it out. Basically, she was just wasting her money so none would bother her.

Millicent perked up, still dressed in her pyjamas from that day; a pair of fitting shorts, a tank top and a zipper sweatshirt over it. Slipping on her green slippers, she approach the door and opened it, not looking directly at him for more than a few seconds. "..H-Hi..Come in, Severus." She said slowly, jerking the door back and leaning against it to keep it open for him.

Thankfully, a good portion of her hair was tied back in a small bun, the rest hung down.

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[info]professor_snape
2009-05-16 10:47 pm UTC (link)
"Good evening, Millicent," Severus said quietly, nodding, as he stepped inside the girl's flat.

It was an odd juxtaposition to see her abode in such pristine order whilst her person was in such obvious disarray. Then again, that was his usual state, as well, so he could hardly hold it against her. He turned around to face her and began to remove his cloak, waiting for her to close the door before he risked getting down to business. What they were about to do was highly illegal, after all, and he would rest easier with a Silencing Charm and a few wards in place first.

"How have you been?" he asked, draping the cloak over one arm once he had it off. The potion and peppermint were still in one of the pockets, but taking them out should probably wait until they had a little more magical privacy, as well.

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[info]unresisting
2009-05-17 02:26 am UTC (link)
It didn't take her very long before she realized that she didn't want to deal with the whole situation. "Good evening." She moved her left hand and closed the door quietly, without the need for dramatics. Millicent took a spot on the long sofa and set Indian Style on top of it, gesturing for Severus to sit down as well, facing the direction that he was in.

"I suppose, I am alright. I am quite worried about my situation." She bit down on her lip, her hands resting on her bare ankles.

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[info]professor_snape
2009-05-18 01:06 pm UTC (link)
"That is perfectly understandable, Millicent," Severus answered, and he dug the parcel with their supplies for the evening out of the pocket of his cloak before taking a seat, as well. Then he draped the cloak over the arm of the sofa and turned to face her, pulling his watch from the pocket of his robes. "I suppose, in the circumstances, we'd best get started. We do have half an hour before the peppermint takes full effect, after all."

After removing the lid, he handed her a box containing three sprigs of peppermint -- the largest he could find. This wasn't necessarily to give her willpower the largest boost he could, though that would have been his excuse, had she asked. Rather, he thought ingesting as many calories as possible could do the girl no harm. In fact, there were several ways to defeat Veritaserum that required eating nothing at all.

Some even burned a number of calories, as was the case with Occlumency, but he had dismissed that possibility right off as being too difficult to accomplish in such a short space of time, even though it was the physical and mental efforts she would have to go to that really concerned him. The only part of the body that came close to burning as many calories as the muscles was the brain, after all, and he'd prefer not to exhaust hers, if he could avoid it. He wasn't sure she could handle much strain, if any at all, actually.

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[info]unresisting
2009-05-19 04:06 am UTC (link)
Millicent moved forward on her hands and knees and leaned in closer as she took the box and set it in her lap. Once she opened it, her nose scrunched up a little bit and she set indian style again. The moment her stomach smelling anything appetizing, she bit down hard and a noise came from her, suggesting that she was hungry.

"Sorry, about that." She could have said excuses, but chose not to and kept it nonchalant.

"...What would you like me to do first?" Millie tied her hair back so she could pay attention to his face more clearly.

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[info]professor_snape
2009-05-19 11:22 am UTC (link)
"Eat one of those now," Severus answered, nodding toward the box of peppermint sprigs, though he kept his eyes on the face of his watch. "Then you'll have another in three minutes, and again at six minutes. After that, we'll wait twenty-four additional minutes, and then I'll administer the Veritaserum.

"After that, I'll ask you a series of questions, and we'll see how well you can answer them or evade them. I would also suggest answering a few truthfully at first, so you can compare how the potion operates on each." Glancing up from the clock face briefly, he gave her a half-smile. "Now, do you have any questions before we begin?"

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[info]unresisting
2009-05-23 04:57 am UTC (link)
As he ordered, she started to eat some of the peppermint and made n awful face. Once she finished the one sprig, she took a breathe in an tasted to heated coolness on her mouth. "...No, why would I?" She tilted her head to the right a little, leaning back and holding onto the box.

Her head lowered, black hair curtaining her face.

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[info]professor_snape
2009-05-24 06:09 pm UTC (link)
Severus did not miss the frown, but far be it from him to attempt to moderate his cynicism for her benefit. In fact, not bothering to sugar coat his opinions of those in power at the Ministry was likely to benefit her much more in the immediate future. If he had thought they were trustworthy, after all, he would hardly be here breaking the law, after all.

"It might not," Severus answered, shrugging, "but we're practicing in order to give you the best possible chance that it will work, aren't we?" He offered her another small smile, and then looked about the room to think of a subject change to distract her from worrying about that in the meantime. "This is a nice flat, Millicent. Far better than the first flat I ever had." He turned back to face her, smiling again. "Have you lived here long?"

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[info]unresisting
2009-05-24 06:38 pm UTC (link)
Millicent nodded, her hands fiddling with her top while he spoke. When the smile was offered, she looked around a little at her place as he did,"Not too long, about three months. The Ministry pays me very well, I never really cared about the money though. It is nice to not be so poor now though." Millicent made a strange face as her family had been quite poor to an extent.

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[info]professor_snape
2009-05-24 08:30 pm UTC (link)
Severus nodded and smiled again. "I understand entirely, since I grew up rather poor myself. That was one of the particular advantages of working at Hogwarts -- free room and board. At least until my parents died and left their tiny little house to me." He frowned slightly when it occurred to him that he had never actually confided any of this in anybody before. "I noticed there's a nice play park across the way. Do you ever go and play on the swings when nobody's looking?" He probably should have saved such queries for after he had given her the Veritaserum, but he could always surprise her with that kind of question again later.

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[info]unresisting
2009-05-25 12:04 pm UTC (link)
Millicent, after his confession, saw him more as an older person instead of her professor. While he spoke her head was leaned against his arm, tilted up slightly. She was quiet up until he asked about the park across from her complex, a blush streaked her cheeks and she rubbed the back of her head a little.

"I do, sometimes, late at night anyway." She felt a little cheesy saying that, but it was true.

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[info]professor_snape
2009-05-25 01:10 pm UTC (link)
"I can't say I wouldn't be tempted to do so myself," Severus said, smiling again at the sudden flush that had appeared on her cheeks. He had some fairly pleasant memories of play parks, after all, if not that particular one. At the very least he could see himself sitting in one of the swings with his arms wrapped round the chains and mulling things over for hours on end, late at night. He rather suspected that was what Millicent's "playing" amounted to, as well.

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[info]unresisting
2009-05-25 06:40 pm UTC (link)
She was so curious if he had really liked her or not, she moved and locked her her hand with his own and pulled him closer. "....Severus?" Millicent's flushed cheeks stayed as she mentioned his name slowly.

"................." Ah, she wanted to ask, but she didn't.

He didn't feel that way, she was instantly defeated.

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(no subject) - [info]professor_snape, 2009-05-27 09:49 am UTC
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[info]professor_snape
2009-06-05 10:37 pm UTC (link)
Severus stiffened automatically at her tone and narrowed eyes. Years of combative instinct made him defensive, as well, and he wanted nothing better than to take her to task for her cheek. But as that likely wouldn't help matters much, he managed to resist the urge. Instead, however, he took another deep breath and, in response to her coldness, he decided to offer as much warmth as he was capable of providing. Granted, that would still likely be pitifully inadequate, but he wanted to try, all the same.

"Why would you think your feelings are not important?" he asked gently.

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[info]unresisting
2009-06-05 10:49 pm UTC (link)
There was one thousand things she could say on why her feelings weren't important, but some of them sounded selfish and being that wasn't her way. Millicent was a realist and knew things like feelings and love didn't matter very much as other things did.

Being independent, being strong and showing people what you are made of to make an impression. Feelings and emotions tended to only get in the way. There was also considering other's feelings, which was needed to get into the world.

"I'm not famous, I didn't do anything worth having my feelings taken into a account. I'll never be disappointed that way. People do so much to be loved and cared for, what does it do for people who aren't worth much? Nothing." Millie crossed her one leg over the other, her tense and completely closed body language. While she was closed off, she was still talking which was, at least, progress.

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[info]professor_snape
2009-06-06 10:29 am UTC (link)
Severus couldn't help shaking his head with a small smile. They were so much alike in those feelings, but he doubted Millicent would believe him if he had said so. He couldn't remember the number of times his feelings had been discounted -- usually in favor of Dumbledore's Gryffindor Golden Boys, and he had thought himself entirely worthless because of it, throughout most of his school days and long beyond.

"Everyone deserves to be loved and cared for, Millicent -- famous or not," he continued, still in the same gentle tone. "Even you. And your feelings do matter to me, whether or not you can accept that fact."

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[info]unresisting
2009-06-06 01:57 pm UTC (link)
Millicent honestly found it very hard to believe, she often felt she never held favour with her professor until now. When she was in school he seemed to be involved with everyone except her, she was not jealous or envious of not being too favoured. She'd come to accept that doing things to get favour in the eyes of others was how people went about being.

A sigh escaped her mouth, she was speechless as he often rendered her that when she'd given up.

She half thought of react how she used to and forcing him out of the flat, be alone with her thoughts, but didn't.

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[info]professor_snape
2009-06-06 08:54 pm UTC (link)
Severus didn't like the sound of that sigh at all. That, even more than her earlier hostility, made him think he ought to hold his tongue -- at least on the previous subject. Of course, he had had another purpose in coming to her flat that evening, which he remembered shortly in the silence. Severus lifted his watch and flicked open the face. It was time to administer the Veritaserum -- a minute or so past, actually.

The question was, would she even want to take the truth potion any longer? He had rather overstepped his bounds, after all, and she might not be keen on the idea of laying even more of her secrets bare before him, considering how vulnerable she already was. But it was her choice: she would either trust him, or she wouldn't. "It's time to take the Veritaserum now," he said calmly and evenly, his voice as close to unemotional as he could possible make it.

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[info]unresisting
2009-06-07 06:40 pm UTC (link)
Millicent was glad to be rid of talking for now, it only seemed to frustrate her when it came to subject on her feelings or emotions. She was used to it not mattering that it usually made her angry when someone tried to prove her wrong. The utter silence made cause for her to finally relax until he laid out that she needed to take the Veritaserum.

Turning and releasing her arms, she stood in front of him and then set down at a slight distance from him on the couch. "...I'm ready." She hoped that she hadn't messed up and released some of her other secrets on accident.

Whatever, it didn't matter.

Millicent held a rather stone-look on her face while she waited.

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[info]professor_snape
2009-06-11 09:12 am UTC (link)
"That hesitation was far too long to be convincing," Severus commented, trying to keep his tone on the instructive side of chastisement. "But as long as you don't have too many pregnant pauses, they shouldn't suspect you overly much." This time, he paused just long enough to lick his lips. "What do you like the least about yourself?"

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[info]unresisting
2009-06-11 11:33 am UTC (link)
Millicent's questioning was going far too long, she couldn't keep thinking of lies because there was no point if he knew they weren't. "I like my...." She took a long pause again, pursing her lips and looking away from Severus. Easily, she shifted back into the couch and came to the realization that she was likely to fail.

She waited for him to critique her pausing again.

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[info]professor_snape
2009-06-11 12:55 pm UTC (link)
The same thought occurred to Severus, as Millicent appeared to be casting about for something about herself that she didn't like, though if he had to guess, he would have said there were numerous things. Either the peppermint was wearing off, or she had grown weary enough of the questioning that she no longer wished to bother.

"How long is your interview supposed to last?" he asked her then. Raising an eyebrow, he added, "And I would advise you to tell the truth this time."

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[info]unresisting
2009-06-11 10:48 pm UTC (link)
Millicent felt that she could no longer tell a lie,"...Half an hour or so, I'm not sure." She answered truthfully, curling into her sofa as best she could. Honestly, the peppermint had probably wore off as well as her being weary from a few, difficult questions.

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[info]professor_snape
2009-06-12 02:51 am UTC (link)
Severus nodded, removing the vial of Veritaserum from his pocket and handing it to her. "You'll want this, so that you can practice some more. And let me know if you need any more peppermint. It might also help to practice in front of a mirror, so that you'll be more aware of your facial expressions whilst you're telling a lie."

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[info]unresisting
2009-06-12 03:56 am UTC (link)
She moved so she could reach forward, taking the vial and pocketing it with a frown. Pulling her legs inward, she started to feel rather sad about him actually leaving and going home when she'd been wanting that the whole time. The girl's green eyes were focused on Severus' face, but hadn't the gall to say what she wanted at the time so she just didn't,"..Are you leaving?"

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