Did you achieve it, then see it taken away? Or did you never get the chance?
Why? Because something that's harder to get is more worthwhile? Because you get bored otherwise?
Oh, of course. But I'm not supposed to admit that.
It was complicated, and not very nice. Lately, I've been wondering if I would be a better person for the people in my life if that time had been better. Then I brush it off, because I'm responsible for myself, and my behavior. If I'm shitty, I can't blame it on anyone else.