Sadie M/Damian W
[ She doesn't reply until after his pause]
Because I miss my family. Because it's gone now and I have to figure out how to go forward without it. Near as I can figure, that's choosing people I want to be close to and I count you among them. It matters to me because there was always nothing more important than family.
As to how I mess it up? That's a long list, but I think a lot of it has to do with the being bubbly. I'm honestly not sure. Most people? They don't ever say why they go, they just go.