Re: Dahl/Des
I'm sure the internet has all of the old school cheesy 90s showtime shower porn I grew up on.
That's how I can tell a guy really likes me, he keeps his nails short.
No, it's fine, Dahl. When I saw him recently, I thought it was going to be like it was. Like warm and fuzzy and yeah it's been awhile, but we're still us. It wasn't like that. It wasn't like that all, he doesn't feel like that about me anymore. The situation was actually terrible, I felt very weird and hollow afterward. I don't really know how to feel now. It would be easy to say that I knew all of this was going to happen and just remain closed off. Maybe that is true, because I am not surprised by Patrick not loving me, but it still feels disappointing, it still hurts like it might have been better if I haven't ever let him in at all.