Re: Quicklog, Motel: Hannah S/Reece E
But it'll get you drunk, and I think most people drink to get drunk and not because it tastes good. [That was what she'd figured out so far, and she knew people got drunk when they felt really badly. She'd been hoping maybe the situation with Mars would make her want to get drunk, but she didn't feel that strongly enough. He obviously felt things really strongly, because sigh, sigh, mix, and the sound felt like heartache. Hannah almost asked about it, about why he sighed and what it felt like, but she actually held her tongue for once, just once.] What are you confused about?
[She rose from her chair and moved to sit beside him on the bed.] I don't think there's a timeframe to get over feeling bad about something that happened. Everyone's different, and everyone deals with it differently, and if you still feel it inside you then it's okay to still feel it everywhere. Some people keep saying the things in the books weren't real, but I think they felt really real. [She smiled down at her feet, which were inside gray socks.] Thank you. My feet are grateful for the compliment. [She wiggled her toes.
He went to pour himself more vodka, and she wondered if she should bring the little wastebasket from the bathroom in here. In the end, it wasn't really important, and Hannah didn't care much about material things.] Oh. So is it better if I say I want to have sex with you specifically? I can do that. Ren is trying to decide between two boys, and the way he wants to decide is to have sex with both of them. People are all so different about sex. [She tipped her head and shifted on the bed, so she was sitting at the foot and looking at him.] Was that bad to say after what happened in the book?