Re: Cat C/Adrian M
I want that. I want to be loved as I am. I don't know if I believe that exists for everyone. Does it? Does it exist if you want it enough? I told Newt I knew he and Patrick prefer Sue to me. He's easier. He doesn't need to be reassured. He doesn't need devotion. I need those things. I want Newt to feel the same way about me that I feel about him, and the thought that he doesn't was enough to make me step back.
[...] I think that's the best thing anyone's said to me in a long time. [...] I want that. I know I can get it, too. If Sue can, I can. Just not with people who know me well. But I could pretend.