Re: Patrick G/Adrian M
I don't want to label you as anything. I certainly don't want to label you as gay, since you're clearly interested in women. [...] You might have more flexibility than you realize, and you don't need to label that. Or maybe this was purely experimentation, and you're not interested at all in anyone that isn't female, and in that case, that's fine too. I'm saying you're placing a value judgement on one or the other when either is fine. Or neither. [...] I also think you've been through a lot lately, and you should give it some time.
I don't think you're a dick, so I can't do that. I'm angry and jealous. Mostly just angry at the situation. You didn't do anything wrong here. You didn't know it was him in the book. You were both drunk and vulnerable when you kissed. And Newt kissed you, anyway.
I'm more interested in hearing how you're holding up.