Re: Email anon
The lingo is just more development, yeah? ;)
I think you talked to my guy, and he gave you his cribbing sheet or something. I AM SELFISH. It came out a lot recently, yeah? Like he had a bunch of shit he didn't tell me, and it was important shit, because I had stuff going on. During the train thing, he needed me to be there for him, and I couldn't because I got this thing about dark, yeah? I freaked. Just shit like that.
The other guy wasn't sure his feelings returned. He couldn't tell or whatever, and I asked him to fuck ANYWAY, knowing my guy would be hurt by it, yeah? Get it?? He still wants me, yeah? But what happens when he gets used to me or whatever, or when I suck at being a moms, and then he remembers how much I fucked up??
Lit is literally literally. I was gonna say you should get in touch with her, but if you didn't want her enough to think about it when you got hitched, then maybe nah. I think getting hitched is supposed to be when you think about your old shit, yeah? Like fear nostalgia or something.
Living is kinda not so easy lately, yeah? IDK, everything is hella scary, more even than before. Like losing stuff would be too much for me to get through or something.
I could say I was all those same things, and you wouldn't let me get away with saying that shit about being comfortable blah blah fucking blah. And, yeah, I know all about people who sell sex, yeah? First hand kind of shit, and you still aren't convincing me you aren't lonely.