Re: Oliver K/Dietre A
I don't want to be defined by how I felt about him or how I might still feel about him, and like talking about him just puts me in this unresolved place idk. I count him as a friend more than anything I ever might have counted him as like in a romantic way, if that makes sense. I don't like talking about or to Damian either because I guess it's something similar. Except I really don't know how I feel about him. Sometimes I think I know, but it is always something different from the time before. I know they say love/hate is a thing, but is barely-like/hate a thing? Or like fascinated/hate? Anyway this week I'm fine with hating him. Maybe I'll be fine with hating him all year that'd be even better. [...] But Misha is harmless. Whatever dislike you might think he has toward you, I can promise you that it is not there. Judging and hating are not the same thing. I heard that on the Wendy Williams show.
Conviction. I don't think anybody has ever said that about me before.
Someone you're close to? So you do have friends here?