Re: Oliver K/Damian W
I can be flattered if I want. Wanting to mess around with somebody is not the same thing as wanting to join their weird commitment Noah's Ark situation. Spare me. I wanted you like sometimes I want a blueberry poptart instead of a cherry one. I wanted you like chamomile instead of earl grey. I wanted you in a total past tense sort of way because I did not want Misha in that moment, even if I might want him again tomorrow. I wanted you and I wanted him because hello, this town isn't exactly flush with the kind of totally messed up boys that I obviously have an attraction for. It was always an innocent invitation, don't crucify me for it. You've made the way you feel about me totally clear, which I guess is that you don't feel anything at all.
There's nothing wrong with wanting to be wanted. I won't apologize for that. But if I'm so bratty and needy and two-faced and manipulative, you know how to end a conversation. You've done it plenty of times before.