Re: Oliver K/Damian W
[...] I didn't realize you put so much thought into me and the reasoning behind my machinations or whatever you think my behaviors and reasons are for doing the things I do. How flattering. Just because I once wanted things with Misha and have also in the past wanted things with you, I wasn't [...] sowing discord. Okay aside from like in maybe the very beginning.. I haven't been trying to divide you two or force my way into the place of one or the other, if that's what discord means. I still don't even known what I wanted then. I just knew that I didn't want second place.
Then when I came back after the summer, I saw what you guys had grown to be and I don't want anything to do with that either. Just because I don't agree with love doesn't mean I want to destroy it or whatever.
It has been made clear. This was all clear to me before I left the last time. By the time of Secret Santa, I'd stopped trying to be anything to you but a friend. That's the truth of it.