Re: Oliver K/Damian W
No, Oliver. I am speaking of when you were here before. Our last conversations. I know there was confusion when Misha and I began our relationship, as yours ended, that perhaps there was room for more, room for you between us. But, there is not. He is not hurt by your absence in that way. You are his friend. He is kind and caring. But you do him harm when you manipulate him. Your histories are similar, in a sense, but you have taken one path and he another. I understand you are as you are through no fault of your own, but now you are old enough to come to terms with it and you must, because I will not sit idly by as you confuse him with your utter lack of forthrightness. You seek to sow discord between us. You might want him or me, or both of us or neither, depending on your mood, but you will understand that that does not come into play for us. We are happy together and we seek no one else. I do not know how to make this clearer.
I will be your friend. In fact, I consider myself your friend. But that does not change the manner of person you are or the manner of person I am. All I make clear to you is how your behavior affects people. If you see that as a rejection of friendship, I apologize but, that is not my fault.