Re: Nilus/Misha
Maybe that's what I should focus on.
Dietre?
Dietre is the most selfish and confusing human I have ever met. Oft times I feel I should push aside those feelings in pursuit of something different, but I'm drawn to him like moth to a flame. I want to kiss him but I want to lash out at him. He's confused? Did he ever stop to think about anyone else? It's unfair. I feel like without the wings he wouldn't have given me the time of day. I'm merely a shield or someone to fall back on if things don't go right. Do I wish to suffer? It seems to be a common theme. I must be a fool. I'm in love with him and he doesn't look at me. He looks right through me. It hurts.