Re: Cat C/Damian W
Why? You know the answer, even without asking me. No, it's not easy to change what we were raised to be. I'm not saying it is. I'm saying you've already changed. You say you try not to feel positive emotions, but I don't believe that's true. You wouldn't be in the relationship you're in if that was true, and you wouldn't be there if you didn't think it was worth the risk, worth the possible pain, and worth changing what you were indoctrinated to be. Alright, so perhaps you don't do it so willingly with others, but letting one person in? That's change, little one.