Ren/Claire
No it's not - look, I have issues where he's involved, and I think I get overly sensitive to certain things. It makes sense. Order isn't necessarily going to come from meditation, so thankfully I think I won't have to dive in.
I don't think I can. I don't really know what that means, but I don't think that's in my skill set.
My Uncle had a lot of opinions about how to best learn things as a teenager. We didn't see eye-to-eye very often.