Re: Nilus D/Damian W I have only recently known it. Love does not exist where I am from. It is for the weak, for the pathetic and desperate. It is attachment and attachments are only points of exploitation. They are vulnerabilities and those are what bring us to our knees. If we live in this world for power, love takes away from that.
What I have with Misha, it does not feel like any of these things, so either I was mistaught what love is or we have something different. I imagine it is much more likely the former, than the latter. I would do anything for him. He, for me. It feels frightening at times, to know that I do not know what I would do without him. To know that one person has such a hold over me. But, it is also very comforting, as well. [He thinks.] I have never cared for anyone or anything as I do Misha. It is quite nearly inexplicable.