Re: Misha B/Dietre A
I reckon it's hard for him, having lost someone he cared bout a whole lot. Him not wanting to talk bout it, it probably means it's just hard for him to think on losing you. Asking's fine, and it ain't nothing to feel bad or guilty bout. You're human. He knows that. If he accepts you and wants to be with you, it's knowing you're human and you'll pass long fore he does.
Sussing yourself out is a good idea, honey. When are you seeing Liam next?