Re: Sam/Leena
Yeah I didn't think about that. Your brother's loaded, huh? Are you??
Maybe guessing is better, yeah? Like if you imagine the WORST thing then you won't be like blindsided or something, and then when shit comes you can tell it to fuck off and not control your shit. Sleep is hard when your head's off. I could never sleep when I was like messed up about stuff. It was like I'd try and shit would just come back so it was better not to, but it got better. I know maybe it seems like shit won't ever get better, yeah??
Gaping wound SUCKED. Know what I did then? I just tried to get from day to day, and to do whatever little shit I needed to feel good. It was like NOT the time to worry about what everyone else thought I should do and not like explaining things or anything. Just do, huh?