Re: Cat C/Eddie N
I'm sorry it took me so long to figure it out. Years, even. And, I'm glad you feel the same way. I think if we face the town for what it is, we can make a home out of it. [...] Can I install a pinball machine in your bar? A somewhat faulty one, so I have an excuse to visit often?
It took more than a couple tries for me to figure out that people pleasing doesn't work. I know she's fragile. That she's always inches away from breaking. [...] And, I know I can't be with a woman like that. It's why Muerte and I didn't go anywhere.
I don't think there's many equals that are interested in little old me. [...] I love the Muerte I knew. I don't know if I love him, even if it's her under the height and beard. I think if he stays a he, I won't yearn for him.