Re: Misha B/Claire J
Are you going to continue taking the medicine forever? Because it sounds like it is a battle dressing for a wound that needs careful surgery. [...] A small town does not do well for remaining unknown. Have you tried anonymous helping? I did that. On Craigslist. Before I moved here. It is not the same as helping the people you love and care for, but it does scratch an itch that will not go away.
I promised him I would stop him if he lost himself. I didn't. I was afraid of hurting him. I couldn't stop him, and I couldn't save him, even by acquiring one of the most powerful books I know of. And every person that is dear to him would rather the murderer that knows nothing and cannot be trusted had never come to this town. There is no room for me in that situation. Those are his people, and I am a puzzle piece that does not fit.