Re: Jack/Leena
So don't self-depreciate. Tell me what you're good at. I'll go first: I write, a lot actually. And I'm very good at card games. I've been in love and found it a tiring thing altogether, it's difficult when you get it right and awful when you get it wrong. I'd rather like a friend, though.
Well, if you're absent nice parts, clearly that's an area rife with opportunity to build on in the here and now. You can't help what you don't remember, and I don't blame you for not wanting to if there's plenty of bad left in it. That's all right. You don't actually owe me anything. If anything, I owe you.
That sounds not particularly helpful, if you're trying to feel better. Is that because of the lack of memory thing? You've only got so much road travelled, so none of it is especially happy? Can you be ridiculously self-indulgent? Is there anything you indulge in? Any vices, apart from being loud? When I feel awful I go to a party. Any sort of party will do, but I don't imagine a party is a problem-solver here.