Re: Patrick G/Newt P
I did get one reply from Connie. At least we know now it would've been a horrible idea for me to've moved in with her. Adrian seems to be okay, though he's said he's had trouble remembering the entire event. [...] Yes, that's rather what makes it awkward. Imagine if your first teenage love, who wanted to reunite, lived in Destiny. It's hard not to worry he might peek out. [...] I am worried about Jack. Apparently, he's in Second City, though we know not what he's doing or how he is.
How'd I come to any conclusion? I thought for a long time perhaps I didn't like anyone. Adrian could've been a fluke. Even after some confusing moments growing up with men, once it settled, after Adrian left, I thought for some time it was just that. A fluke. I'd feel attraction for others to varying degrees, but it wasn't nearly the same. It took couple of years, I don't know why. Then, once I was up and out on my own, it hardly seemed to matter if I decided or not. Even now, I don't know that I'd call myself [...] anything. Bent or not.