Re: Connie/Dahlia
[...] tell me this. okay? tell me this one fuckin thing. how would you feel if every single time i talked to you i told you i was a monster and a bad person and i hated myself. and you got yr own shit goin on but the only time i ever talk to you is when i am already ass deep in a fucked up situation. and i tell you how im probably gonna die or vanish or never see you again but dont worry cause there aint shit you can do bout it anyway. and this happens over. and over. and over again.
and all this happens and i never once ask you how yr holdin up. hows it fuckin feel?
[...] i aint sayin this excuses the yellin. i aint. but i am tired. [...] so if you go back in time and see my best friend? tell her i miss her.