Re: Sam A/Cris M
Ok, yeah, but it doesn't mean I don't want it. I just, IDK, don't want it to be just fucking, because you could get turned off with me being fat or whatever, and then what?? But I still want you to want me. Ok, so it's fucked up, IDK, I don't know how to explain it good. [...] I could just lie and say I was doing it or whatever. You wouldn't ever know.
Nah, but I don't wanna. Not with you in the picture. Ok, sure, yeah, if I was single, but I don't wanna fuck anyone but you. I just don't like thinking about anyone touching you. I really DON'T fucking like it. [...] I could say you won't be sure unless you see her, yeah? You can maybe think you wouldn't, but [...] did you fuck the last time you saw her?
Nah, you don't get it. I was thinking of staying home and just letting him run it, if he's good. Maybe still teach classes, but that's it? I really don't feel good lately.