1) it's my fault for wanting to figure out how to tweak things, to upgrade the system. he is always going to have that darkside but it doesnt have to be so painful for both sides
2) i wanted to kill him and if he talks to me again like that i might punch him into a new dimension
3) it was a bad idea in the end though
4) why wont you believe me when i say she told me these things? she did, she SAID it and i thought you were suffering because of me it hurt so much.
5) also probably a bad idea
6) it's not that i just dont like dealing with anything heavy. i make people think im a slacker so nothing gets too deep. serious!connie freaks everyone out
7) i thought i failed you. that makes me a bad person which leads to 8
because dad failed you, too. he made you feel like you could never see past what he wanted you to. i thought i was turning into that. i think i might one day