Re: Claire J/Misha B
I think it may be love, but I do not think I am in love. Does that make sense?
Carver [...] It was different. We thought we were meant for one another. I'd never met anyone that could touch me before. We were happy for a few weeks. Then the party happened and I kissed Leena. I don't think he ever forgave me. He was always so mean afterwards, and nothing I did would ever prove how sorry I was for hurting him. I spent more time struggling to get him to speak to me without insulting me than we spent being together. [...] I am relieved he is gone, and that makes me feel even worse about it.
Leena I care about, and I want her to be safe. I enjoy her company, but I do not believe she trusts. I wish all the happiness in the world for her, but that will not come until she can rebuild bridges with her family.