Re: Sam M/Damian W
ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOT. It controls you, yeah? Being controlled sucks. Feeling like you're too weak to stop makes you feel like trash, even if you don't say that shit aloud. It makes you feel disgusting, huh? Controlling IT is the best fucking feeling. It's worth the withdrawal and the jones and everything fucking else. Find other shit that distracts you and makes you feel alive, baby. That helps me most when it gets hard.