Re: Sam M/Damian W
Because life srsly SUCKED at the time. Are you new to this shit? I started on anxiety stuff the shrink gave me for trauma or whatever, and then it just escalated. Heroin is my drug. Nods are like there's nothing fucking wrong in the world, yeah? I mean, it's like this indescribable fucking feeling of ok. It's not a high. I hate fucking coke. It's not a downer like drinking. It's just like the absence of anything but zen or something, and nothing fucking compares. Every fucking thing is better on it, and it'll eat your fucking LIFE if you let it. I heard M was the same way, but I never tried any unless it was combo. So, yeah, life fucking sucked. It all spiraled and then I needed more and more and more and I ODed and then I didn't see a fucking way out and my personal life was shit. So, there you go. More than you ever wanted to fucking know.
And my hub just said he'd resurrect me, so I guess I was wrong.