Re: Anon Emails
I know it's a job. I don't denigrate the girls doing it. But paying for it does make a bloody difference. It's what it doesn't mean. [...] What is obvious?
I've never had a 'bestie', I have absolutely no idea what a bestie does. So you want the affection, physical and mental. Why do you feel like you're lying? And do you mean you're with people who have an impact on your addiction usually? You're going to need to unpick this.
I see. She values you, she makes you feel more worthy than you do without her, and you want to be who she sees and also for her to continue to see what she sees in you.