Re: matt/atticus
Still need a check in. I haven't technically released you from care.
[After this.] Think maybe she thinks what everyone does.
Of course I have. Not a lot of them out there. My head's got more holes in it than a sweater. Conventional option was deprogramming, which can't get it all and has a good chance of stepping on a landmine that makes it worse, it's why the feds haven't tried it. Did fit me with something that'll knock me out if I go rogue, and they've got a guy with a sniper rifle if that doesn't work. [...] Unconventional, I haven't thought about, no. Didn't know werewolves or witches existed until pretty recently, so I didn't know there was another option set. Guess I could see if someone could wipe everything in my head from X year to X year, but I don't want that. Whatever happened, I don't have a lot of memories to spare, even bad ones. [...] Don't know what it would take. Something that could spot the bad parts and fix them, or shut them off. Isolate those routines, quarantine and destroy. Or inserting something that shuts them off when they turn on. Like a pacemaker, restart everything when a program shuts down the part of me that's having this conversation with you. [...] Don't like thinking about those options. Had enough poking around in my head. I'd do it if it was the only option, but the only other one I see is changing myself, like you did. No fucking clue what does that.