Re: Matt/Pj
I know that, it sounds ridiculous, but it didn't at the time. Nothing seemed out of the realm out of possibility. Atticus goes to see my Nebraska pack - of course he's going to never want to speak to me again, I tell you I want to put on lipstick when you're around of course you're going to join him in this kicking me out of the treehouse game. It all makes tons of sense in the insecure good for nothing part of my brain that sometimes overrides the 'screw that you're fucking great' part of my brain that we all like better.
They do. I'll try to do better. All the words I say in a given time period, I can try and find some time to throw a question or two in there, instead of sucking all the oxygen out of the room with nonsense.
I'm sorry you had to deal with that all by yourself, that can't have been easy. I wish that I had been there to help you, and him. I know you couldn't tell me, and there's not a lot I could have done, there isn't a lot to do but wait it out. But I am sorry.
He is an idiot, of course he's an idiot. It was dangerous and stupid, and I have no idea why he would do such a thing, but there's no going back now, and I only hope that I can help now.